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Fanlistings, Cliques, and Other Stuff

Reading Lirael, As You Like It, The English Patient, Heart of Darkness, Suikoden III, Candidate for Goddess

Watching House, Rick Mercer's Monday Report, Gilmore Girls, Scrubs, Corner Gas, Aishiteruze Baby, Prince of Tennis, Hikaru no Go

Playing The Bard's Tale, Katamari Damacy, Curse of Monkey Island, Final Fantasy VI, Disgaea: Hour of Darkness, Pretty Barbie Dressup Party Final Fantasy X-2(group gaming)

Back-burner Star Ocean: Till the End of Time, Star Ocean: The Second Story, Final Fantasy Tactics: Advance, Baldur's Gate: Tales of the Sword Coast, Planescape: Torment, Final Fantasy VII

Obsessing Firefly, Erik and Ray, Impulse/Bart Allen, Ford Prefect, Monkey Island, Nostalgia.

Upcoming Things of Importance
January 5 First day of classes
January 14 Birthday party
January 16 Jaryn and Matt Are Old Day

Ninja and Roommate
Crack for Crack
Story and Art Journal
Mythical Detective Loki Screencap Recaps
Prince of Tennis Screencap Recaps

Previous Games

American Gods
Carnival of Bargain Madness
Grumpy Gamer
The International House of Mojo
Logic and Chaos
Worm Blog

scented // midnight rain

Is by Meimi, that wonderful Goddess who brings joy and happiness to the hearts of Ingrids.
This time, Meimi brought joy by doing a layout of Isumi Shinichirou and Waya Yoshitaka, of Hikaru no Go. It is full of wub.


5/2/2003 09:55:00 AM
Wisdom teeth are out.

Going to couch now.

4/30/2003 10:22:38 AM
I knew this was going to happen.

The burner's stopped working.


4/29/2003 11:06:35 PM
Oh, and so no one thinks the night was a total bust or anything - it began with Matt and me, in the car, talking about lighting houses on fire, ninjas, and Monty Python, and before we even got downstairs to where the other people were, we had a dule that involved my baseball cap and one of Matt's mum's spatulas.

And I disarmed Matt with the baseball cap.

Also, we had a conversation where I bitched like mad about the stupid games in Suikoden, and Suikoden III, which went into "Stupid fucking child molestor Billy and his stupid fucking card game". The conclusion was, of course, that cowboys should never have sex.

4/29/2003 09:54:34 PM
So hanging out with people who are drunk is not very much fun. Maybe it's more fun if you're drunk too, I don't know, but this has pretty much killed any desire I might ever possess to drink.

It's really hard to explain, except that everyone was acting so stupidly. I wouldn't like to not have control over myself like that - if I'm going to act silly, it's going to be because I feel like it, not because I'm drunk.

The fact that the night came to an abrupt end when Matt had to throw up (he'd drunk an entire bottle of shit that smelt like cough syrup) and so I went home. I was really only talking to him anyway. I'm not good at the whole girl thing. Needless to say, I didn't leave FLCL over there for him to watch, nor did I get any videogame goodness.

That'll be corrected later. I'm not mad or upset or anything. Just kind of eh, it happens.

I think I work best when I don't invest anything emotionally into relationships with people. Don't be serious with them, don't let them know anything private about you, don't take the relationship seriously, whatever, and it's good. You don't get upset over things that way. I think it'll be a good policy to work with in the future.

4/28/2003 10:27:45 PM
Meimi thank you so much! But agh, what a nuisance to have to mess with. At least now I don't have to muck with running the files in RealPlayer (which, for some reason, seemed to work). Thanks!

Matt and Shelly didn't call last night because they fell asleep almost as soon as they go home from work. And she just doesn't want to exist for a while.

Matt and Shelly is cool. I'll probably go out with them tomorrow. If I'm really depressed, they may even get me to drink.

The other . . . I don't know. I'm getting a bad feeling, like a few days is going to end up being months, and I won't see her again. And that scares me a lot, because I know I'm just a nuisance and a pain and most people who know me would probably be happier if they severed ties with me. But I've gotten into a habit of talking to people. Not many, just a few, who I talk to and even open myself up to a bit, and I don't know if I can go back to having no one at all again, like when I was in junior high. It's a really scary thought.

On top of everything else, I'm still sick, and apparently Guthrie's started stealing money again. I'm going to have to hide my wallet.

4/28/2003 05:07:41 PM
Is there anyone out there who can tell me why, when I paste screencaps of Loki into Photoshop, all I get where the video should be is blackness. Everything else is perfectly normal looking. It's just the area with the video that's funky.

I use Adobe Photoshop 5.0 Limited Edition, Windows XP, and Windows Media Player.

Very frustrated.

Still made a cast page for the Mythical Detective Loki Screencap Recaps and put it up, though.

4/27/2003 10:53:37 PM
Finished The Merlin Conspiracy and my reread of Pyramids today, as well as watching the first six episodes of Trigun, and not-doing my taxes, because I had precious little else to occupy myself with today.

Feeling . . . miffed at the fact that my Fiora didn't get on tonight (I should be used to being an after thought by now, but, you know, people go around trying to give me this ego thing) -and- Matt and Shelly didn't call after they got of work like they said they would so we could organize the gaming/anime watching thing. Being abandoned thrice (twice?) over in one night does not leave me with happy fuzzy feelings. Hurts, kind of, in a weird way, but I think I've pushed it down where it won't be a bother. Sleep may correct this, or not.

Bugger, I have to send her an e-mail saying that I have work tomorrow morning so she won't think I'm dead when (if) she gets on. 'cause, you know, everyone else is allowed to be busy and have lives, but if Ingrid's not online, she's probably dead.

Yeah, I'm broody and bitter. If you're reading this, you should expect it by now.

Add to that the fact that Hikaru no Go ended and now I'm in bloody mourning for a -manga- series, and the fact that today has thoroughly assraped my good mood of yesterday evening, and this week has gotten off to a shitty start.

I can't even go to bed, because there's still eighty some minutes left in the file transfer from bell, and she'll probably be pissed if I cancel it and ask to start it again at some point tomorrow.